Monday, July 31, 2006
Sunday, July 30, 2006
To my mother, to my father
It's your son or its your daughter
Are my screams loud enough
For you to hear me?
Should I turn this up for you?
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere,
Gets us nowhere way too fast
The silence is what kills me
I need someone here to help me
But you don't know how to listen
And let me make my decisions
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast
All your insults and your curses
Make me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel like I am nothing
But you made me, so do something
Cause I'm fucked up, because you are,
Need attention,
Attention you couldn't give
Cause I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast
Friday, July 28, 2006
Now & Then
Ten years ago today, it was July 28, 1996. I was going into my Junior year of HighSchool.
1) How old were you?
THEN: 16
NOW: 26
2) Where did you work?
THEN: Walgreen's
NOW: (Unemployment)...I'm mad I was young and dumb, I could've been collecting unemployment, all those years, as long as I've been working(since 14). Currently "I'm searching/Hurting for certain/Looking for a come up/On a quick fast/Give a nigga whiplash/Woulda kicked ass/For a cash stash/" Thats that Snypers shit, WestSide of Chicago shit, most of yall probably ain't up on that....
A lady at Walgreen's asked me did I want to work there....HELL NO, I can't do that again....not to say that it is beneath me, but it is beneath me....
3) Where did you live?
THEN: Chicago, Southside
NOW: Chicago, Westside headed for Minnesota
4) How was your hairstyle?
THEN: Cropped bob, relaxed
This is when I had a cute stomach, THANKS A LOT KAEVEN!!!
NOW: Natural, feathered, twisted, afro, braided...
5) Did you wear contacts?
THEN:Yea until I slept in them and woke up and my vision was blurry. I was like "Something wrong with my eyes, I can't see" Then I went to the doctor and he told me, I only had one in...I felt like a fool....I was late for work many of days trying to put them in...so to hell with contacts....
NOW: No, I don't like putting shit in my eyes, my glasses are just fine...
6) Did you wear glasses?
THEN: Sometimes...
NOW: When I drive...and I look like a dweeb....*lol*
8) Which of your pets were still alive?
THEN: Never had pets...
NOW: Never had pets...
9) Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?
THEN: Levy Nolan Rivers, he looked like Method Man.... July 19th was the Nas concert, I went to without permission and I got on punishment for a month, so our relationship, kinda turned sour....
NOW: None.
10) Who was your celebrity crush?
THEN:
Nas, I got on punishment for him during the summer for God's sake.... NOW: Carmelo, TI, Floyd Mayweather
11) How many piercings did you have?
THEN: 5, 3 in one ear, 2 in the other...
NOW: 4, that one at the top of my ear in the grisle, hurt like a mutha, so it had to go, although it did provide me with the type of pain/pleasure I like...
12) How many tattoos did you have?
THEN: None, I thought about getting a Pi sign
on my back...but thats okay...NOW: I don't want shit on my body that GOD didn't put there, besides it looks ghetto on certain people...and I think I'm one of those people...
13) What was your favorite band/singer?
THEN: 112
NOW: Sweetback
14) Had you smoked a cigarette?
THEN: No, it was rude, crude, and very inattractive....
NOW: Yea, but I quit...because its rude, crude, and very unattractive, but I will smoke a Black...
15) Had you gotten drunk?
THEN: Nah, just smoked out!!
NOW: All I do now is drink, I put the weed down...
16) What kind of car did you drive?
THEN: Chevy, "Hoop DeVille", my hooptie, the Spectrum
...I rode that mutha til the wheels fell off and they did, literally, my axle broke...*lol*NOW: Buick Century, but I want a Chevy, not here in Chicago though, cause I won't have it for too long... But when I looked on the list of most stolen vehicles, Buick Century is like #6 on the list Chevy being #1.....
17) Looking back, are you where you thought you would be in 2006? I thought I would have a degree, owning my own business....with no kids. I hated kids, now I don't....Okay, yes I do, I hate those kids who think they grown and you have to smack they ass cause they momma won't. I hate those kids, but I love mannerable kids...
Funny how life throws you curve balls....
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
HE SAY/SHE SAY
He say I look like her
I don't see any resemblance, but he goes around telling all his jailhouse buddies, that I look like her. "I say where?? She don't even have no ass....Why is you going around lying to people?"
He say our smile, whatever, I LOOK LIKE ME DAMMIT!!!
Well his own son said he looks lik
e him
I see the resemblance, don't yall?
T even said he do...so I know thats real talk...thats what I'm calling him for now on...Keak DA Sneak....
Til Next Time, BYAAAAAH!!!...*lol*
I don't see any resemblance, but he goes around telling all his jailhouse buddies, that I look like her. "I say where?? She don't even have no ass....Why is you going around lying to people?"
He say our smile, whatever, I LOOK LIKE ME DAMMIT!!!
Well his own son said he looks lik
e him
I see the resemblance, don't yall?
T even said he do...so I know thats real talk...thats what I'm calling him for now on...Keak DA Sneak....
Til Next Time, BYAAAAAH!!!...*lol*
Monday, July 24, 2006
GANGSTA CITY...
This weekend was a wild, trying, drunken, to temporarily relieve my sorrows. Please bear with me, for there are so many things going through my mind.
Friday, I anticipated taking a drug test and I studied, but to my dismay, I didn't take any drug test....So I drank all that nasty water for nothing and wasted a dub($20) on my study materials...
Fine, I plan an evening of drunken solitude, until I receive a call from my first, T. He asks me to hold out on getting a pint of Henno, for we can get a Fifth, if I wait on him. While I waited, I get a call from my landlord,stuck up, bitchy female, who's unwilling to continue taking partial rent payments, considering, I get paid through unemployment every 2 weeks. Ok, fine, I refuse to argue with you, but at the same time, don't try to play me like I'm dumb. You can't legally evict a person within a week. The process takes at least a month, and $1000 out of yo pocket. So I hung up on the bitch. She has her husband call me, and he's speaking sensible. I know, just like you know, you don't want to take me to court, so the best solution would be me, relinquishing the apartment, as soon as possible, for both of our sakes.
So that leaves me with an uneasy feeling, I guess Dallas is where I'm headed....
Then T calls me and tells me he not coming. Muthafucka, I just passed the liquor store on my way home and now I'm in the house dealing with bullshit, and I hate leaving back out once I'm in....so I head to the liquor store, cop me a pint of that "Fine Nigga Wine". He then says, he's coming since I'm so depressed about my situation. I'm not depressed, its just crunch time. Besides, I have to go tell baby daddy, the bad news....
T comes with a Fifth, to add to my pint and we get drunk. I forget my problems, temporarily. Then our mutual friend, as well as, my BD friend, comes through with his girlie. We continue drinking and shit talking. J and his girlie, fall out, she sleeping on all fours with her head on the couch, moaning, so me and T are laughing our asses off. Mind you, J and T were to make a liquor run, but J fell asleep. So I was off of RedBull and Henno, I wanted more, cause I wasn't sleepy yet. I cover ole girl's booty with a blanket, and we head out to the store, which was closed. I'm glad we didn't leave earlier or that J and T didn't go, as planned, because of what transpired, while I was at home drinking.
Saturday, I go to visitation, with a sundress on....mmmmm, too many thangs can be done with an inmate and a sundress, lemme tell you, shit, I almost got it in...*lol* Well, okay, he did fondle my clit, and stick his finger in me, through the dress, I sucked his finger, and gave him a view of my cat...I cried, cause I told him I had to move to Dallas...he quickly stopped me crying by making a joke, saying when I cry , my lips curl up looking like the front of a Camaro, so I busted into laughter...he so STOOPID...*lol* He cried too, because Kaeven sang the "Ant song" for him. He was happy and sad, that Kaeven still remembered the song, he sang that song while Kaeven was in my belly and down the hall as he carried Kaeven after I gave birth. A very touvhing moment. Kevin said, I should move to Minnesota with his mom, get paid to help her around the house because she just survived brain surgery, and Kaeven can be with his grandma. Sounds good, besides its closer to Chicago than Dallas.
So once I get back to the city, I call my homeboys from around the way and see what they on....
They tell me that on Friday, they had a rough night. So I bend on them to see whats up. They tell me, they hit the liquor store and there's 7 people in the store, supposedly not together, but just standing around, not buying shit. One 6'7 nigga 300lbs. come up to my guy and start talking gay shit, he dismissed him, then some other nigga came over co-signing. My otther guy gets grabbed by his shirt from the front and from the back by 2 guys, and as he punches the one in the front, elbows the one in back, they pull out a piece, and he comes outta his shirt and gets out of the store. My other guy, tries to hit the ATM, before this all transpired, but luckily for him, he wasn't able to get money out. He then scuffles a bit, and gets out of the store, somewhat unscarred, but they got his debit card. My guy is still in the store, and when he tries to leave, 5 more niggas come in from the outside and tell him get back in the store. Once it was all said and done, my nigga left with a pumpkin head, a bloodshot eye, and bleeding kidneys, for they stomped the nigga out and popped him for $175, his cellphone, house keys, and wallet. I guess they was planning to hit his crib up, but his ID doesn't have the correct address. The bitches behind the bulletproof glass sat and watched this shit take place and nver called the cops, for the entire 40 minutes this shit took place in the store.....
I'm out of Gangsta City, shit, that coulda been my boys T and J, which are no where near from the hood, or that coulda been me and T, or I coulda been with those cats and ain't no telling what them niggas woulda done to me.....
So Sunday, I called my mother in law and she is so happy that we are coming to be with her. She said she will help me as much as possible to get on my feet, and they also have programs for single moms, to help themm get houses. She say I could be set up in a crib within 45 days....So Minnesota here I come.....Besides, Kaeven will be with his only grandma that wants to take an active part in being grandma, cause my momma ain't tryna do shit, hell she ain't wanna raise me....And I'm not tellin my mom shit...she'll call and I'll tell her where I am....I learned that you don't tell your problems to muthafuckas who can't help you, that would be my mom....but the reason I'm telling yall, cause yall my blog fam, and I felt like venting....
So I'mma leave yall with this youtube clip of Cabrini Green Project, I got this from my man ILLstate...(http://illstate.blogspot.com/). Show my nigga some love, he be having that real shit on his blog...
But this clip is just a preview of how the shit goes down here in my city, Gangsta city....one more reason why I'm getting me and my baby the fuck up outta here!!!!
Til Next Time, Rappies....(no cussing today)...*lol*
Friday, I anticipated taking a drug test and I studied, but to my dismay, I didn't take any drug test....So I drank all that nasty water for nothing and wasted a dub($20) on my study materials...
Fine, I plan an evening of drunken solitude, until I receive a call from my first, T. He asks me to hold out on getting a pint of Henno, for we can get a Fifth, if I wait on him. While I waited, I get a call from my landlord,stuck up, bitchy female, who's unwilling to continue taking partial rent payments, considering, I get paid through unemployment every 2 weeks. Ok, fine, I refuse to argue with you, but at the same time, don't try to play me like I'm dumb. You can't legally evict a person within a week. The process takes at least a month, and $1000 out of yo pocket. So I hung up on the bitch. She has her husband call me, and he's speaking sensible. I know, just like you know, you don't want to take me to court, so the best solution would be me, relinquishing the apartment, as soon as possible, for both of our sakes.
So that leaves me with an uneasy feeling, I guess Dallas is where I'm headed....
Then T calls me and tells me he not coming. Muthafucka, I just passed the liquor store on my way home and now I'm in the house dealing with bullshit, and I hate leaving back out once I'm in....so I head to the liquor store, cop me a pint of that "Fine Nigga Wine". He then says, he's coming since I'm so depressed about my situation. I'm not depressed, its just crunch time. Besides, I have to go tell baby daddy, the bad news....
T comes with a Fifth, to add to my pint and we get drunk. I forget my problems, temporarily. Then our mutual friend, as well as, my BD friend, comes through with his girlie. We continue drinking and shit talking. J and his girlie, fall out, she sleeping on all fours with her head on the couch, moaning, so me and T are laughing our asses off. Mind you, J and T were to make a liquor run, but J fell asleep. So I was off of RedBull and Henno, I wanted more, cause I wasn't sleepy yet. I cover ole girl's booty with a blanket, and we head out to the store, which was closed. I'm glad we didn't leave earlier or that J and T didn't go, as planned, because of what transpired, while I was at home drinking.
Saturday, I go to visitation, with a sundress on....mmmmm, too many thangs can be done with an inmate and a sundress, lemme tell you, shit, I almost got it in...*lol* Well, okay, he did fondle my clit, and stick his finger in me, through the dress, I sucked his finger, and gave him a view of my cat...I cried, cause I told him I had to move to Dallas...he quickly stopped me crying by making a joke, saying when I cry , my lips curl up looking like the front of a Camaro, so I busted into laughter...he so STOOPID...*lol* He cried too, because Kaeven sang the "Ant song" for him. He was happy and sad, that Kaeven still remembered the song, he sang that song while Kaeven was in my belly and down the hall as he carried Kaeven after I gave birth. A very touvhing moment. Kevin said, I should move to Minnesota with his mom, get paid to help her around the house because she just survived brain surgery, and Kaeven can be with his grandma. Sounds good, besides its closer to Chicago than Dallas.
So once I get back to the city, I call my homeboys from around the way and see what they on....
They tell me that on Friday, they had a rough night. So I bend on them to see whats up. They tell me, they hit the liquor store and there's 7 people in the store, supposedly not together, but just standing around, not buying shit. One 6'7 nigga 300lbs. come up to my guy and start talking gay shit, he dismissed him, then some other nigga came over co-signing. My otther guy gets grabbed by his shirt from the front and from the back by 2 guys, and as he punches the one in the front, elbows the one in back, they pull out a piece, and he comes outta his shirt and gets out of the store. My other guy, tries to hit the ATM, before this all transpired, but luckily for him, he wasn't able to get money out. He then scuffles a bit, and gets out of the store, somewhat unscarred, but they got his debit card. My guy is still in the store, and when he tries to leave, 5 more niggas come in from the outside and tell him get back in the store. Once it was all said and done, my nigga left with a pumpkin head, a bloodshot eye, and bleeding kidneys, for they stomped the nigga out and popped him for $175, his cellphone, house keys, and wallet. I guess they was planning to hit his crib up, but his ID doesn't have the correct address. The bitches behind the bulletproof glass sat and watched this shit take place and nver called the cops, for the entire 40 minutes this shit took place in the store.....
I'm out of Gangsta City, shit, that coulda been my boys T and J, which are no where near from the hood, or that coulda been me and T, or I coulda been with those cats and ain't no telling what them niggas woulda done to me.....
So Sunday, I called my mother in law and she is so happy that we are coming to be with her. She said she will help me as much as possible to get on my feet, and they also have programs for single moms, to help themm get houses. She say I could be set up in a crib within 45 days....So Minnesota here I come.....Besides, Kaeven will be with his only grandma that wants to take an active part in being grandma, cause my momma ain't tryna do shit, hell she ain't wanna raise me....And I'm not tellin my mom shit...she'll call and I'll tell her where I am....I learned that you don't tell your problems to muthafuckas who can't help you, that would be my mom....but the reason I'm telling yall, cause yall my blog fam, and I felt like venting....
So I'mma leave yall with this youtube clip of Cabrini Green Project, I got this from my man ILLstate...(http://illstate.blogspot.com/). Show my nigga some love, he be having that real shit on his blog...
But this clip is just a preview of how the shit goes down here in my city, Gangsta city....one more reason why I'm getting me and my baby the fuck up outta here!!!!
Til Next Time, Rappies....(no cussing today)...*lol*
Friday, July 21, 2006
Thursday, July 20, 2006
HELP 911 EMERGENCY!!!!
HELP!!!! 911 EMERGENCY!!!!
Blog FAM, I am so nervous, I have to take my piss test tomorrow, although I haven't smoked in about 3 weeks, so my system, isn't quite clean. I need another week for that....at least out of my system, it stays in hair for a year, but a perm will wipe that clean out....Anywho, This is what I purchased today....
Someone please tell me will this do the trick!!!!!
"Lord if you listening, HELP" - Sir Smoke a Lot "Half-Baked"
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Correspondence from an INMATE
My child's father, my true love, asked that I share his thoughts with the blogsphere...
FOOD FOR THOUGHT
Accept some days that you are the pigeon and some days you are the statue
Simply put: Sometimes you shit on people, sometimes they shit on you and you can't do nothing about it. (REAL TALK)
Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case, you have to eat them.
Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case, you have to eat them.
Simply put: Don't use harsh words even if a person is on plenty bullshit.
It may be your sole purpose in life to serve as a warning for other.
When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.
Some mistakes are too fun to only make once. (Our inside shit, that only he knows about me...)
When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.
Some mistakes are too fun to only make once. (Our inside shit, that only he knows about me...)
RISK
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool
To weep is to risk being called sentimental and soft
To expose feelings is to risk showing your true self
To weep is to risk being called sentimental and soft
To expose feelings is to risk showing your true self
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to risk being called naive
To love is to risk not being loved in return
To live is to risk dying
To hope is to risk despair
To love is to risk not being loved in return
To live is to risk dying
To hope is to risk despair
To try is to risk failure
But risks must be taken, because the GREATEST risk in life is to risk nothing. The people who risl nothing, do nothing, have nothing, are nothing and become nothing. They may avoid suffering and sorrow, but hey simply cannot learn to feel, change, grow, love, and live.....
Chained by their servitude, they are slaves; they've forfeited their freedom.
Only the people who risk are truly free...
Think about it....
He also wrote me a beautiful poem, which made me cry...I'll post that on the 2112 side...
(http://2112kev.blogspot.com/)
Thanks.
Chained by their servitude, they are slaves; they've forfeited their freedom.
Only the people who risk are truly free...
Think about it....
He also wrote me a beautiful poem, which made me cry...I'll post that on the 2112 side...
(http://2112kev.blogspot.com/)
Thanks.
SADE "BY YOUR SIDE"
Monday, July 17, 2006
RANDOM....
THINGS I miss about being in a relationship...
*Foot rubs
*Back rubs
*Being held(spooned)
*Being picked up and carried (Not easy to be done, unless the guy is taller than me)
*Being waited on hand and foot, I don't have to move a bone...
*Watching TV together
*Getting drunk and then having sloppy drunk sex
*Waking up together
*Closeness
*Conversations about any and everything
I DON'T MISS...
*Arguements
*Explaining my whereabouts
*Explaining who I'm on the phone with
But I think my dad is right, my love don't love nobody....
Because one day I loved Puddy
One day I love PCC
And now I love my BD again...
I guess I just love everyone in different ways...
Thats about it...til next time, ASSWIPES
*Foot rubs
*Back rubs
*Being held(spooned)
*Being picked up and carried (Not easy to be done, unless the guy is taller than me)
*Being waited on hand and foot, I don't have to move a bone...
*Watching TV together
*Getting drunk and then having sloppy drunk sex
*Waking up together
*Closeness
*Conversations about any and everything
I DON'T MISS...
*Arguements
*Explaining my whereabouts
*Explaining who I'm on the phone with
But I think my dad is right, my love don't love nobody....
Because one day I loved Puddy
One day I love PCC
And now I love my BD again...
I guess I just love everyone in different ways...
Thats about it...til next time, ASSWIPES
Sunday, July 16, 2006
THE BIG NIGHT, THE LAST NIGHT....FOR A WHILE.... >:...-( (those are tears)
So I went and got this fishnet body suit...with the crotch out....
I know the first time I ever had one, it was a rip off (like the one's in the porn), the holes were larger....we had an awesome time...nigga nutted all over my walls....
So I tried to duplicate that, but this one wasn't meant to be torn, but he tore it....oh well...it was only a hot saltbuck.($10)...
Look at that belly...(I love bellies... nigga gotta have some kinda belly, "I like IT, I like it a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot...."(Dumb and Dumber).....we both laughed and talked about how last time we were together, both of us was getting big...so we both started working it out.....LOOK AT THOSE LIPS....
As soon as, he walked in, I started huggin and kissin him....
He looks so sad. I told him I will miss him and he said the same....
"So how long you lookin at?"
" I don't know, I ain't scared..."
Sure....whatever....yes you are, what nigga wanna go to jail...shit, jail is scary, but he is gonna do FED TIME....I thought to myself....
I began, by giving him a back rub with some warming lotion...kissing his back all the way down.....to nonya business.....to his nut sac...*lol*
Then, I sat on it, and rode it, while kissing him, neck, ears, lips, nipples....
He came in seconds.....*lol*
I asked him whats that all about....
"I ain't been fuckin, I was excited, you gave me that backrub and was doing all that shit to me"...whoo whoo whoo....
That's okay, cause it was still hard, so I sucked and continued riding......
69....
And back on top again, with my legs over his shoulders....lookin him in his eyes the entire time....
Then, I made his face my seat, as my legs shivered.....mmmmmmmm...I haven't had my bootyhole licked since Mr. DL...but PCC does it better...Mr. DL is too nasty with it and he turned me off from it....
Reverse 69....as I leaned back....to service him....then 69 with him on top...
Now he's on top....riding me.... and is the mood for jokes...reciting the lines from JD's Revenge when Ike was possessed by JD and he was bangin his girl, slow,deep and hard....
"Whats the matter baby, you scared of yo daddy?"
I laughed, but at the same time I was acting like Christella, pushing him away, cause he was in that shit deep...but I couldn't help but laugh and recite the movie with him....
"JD Walker, The Boss Talker, The Water Walker"....*lol*....
He laughs.... I continue...
"You know you something else....Yeah, me and Jesus"....As he chimed in....still in it deep.
I wanted to cry....not because of the pain, but because he's going away....
We never kissed so much or held each other so tight.....
So then we began talking, mind you, he still on top....
He knocks on his dick, while its partially inside...
"DAMN look how hard my dick is"...mind you, he's in it deep and hurting me...
Looking me deep into my eyes, smiling....
"Daddy gone do ya real good"...JD Revenge...*lol*
Then he switched up to some Fritz the Cat....I can't remember what line he quoted...sorry I was cumming and laughin....*lol*
I say, "I ain't no jive ass black nigger, honey. Who do you think I am? Geraldine?"
He chimes in...
We both laughed and continued our convo...
'You see my arm?"
"That's the good arm?" He had showed me the new artwork on his bad arm months ago...
"Yea..."
{Side note: He has a good arm and a bad arm...}
The good arm.....
This contains the good side of him, the GODLY portion...
The bad arm has all his bad habits on it....(not pictured)
So now, I'm kissing his arm, fingers, and everything in between...he's behind me now....We kiss again...he sucks my tongue, I suck his lips.....mmmmmmmmmm
Somehow, we take a break.... he calls his homie, his interferance and make sure he cool (This the same dude that ran interferance while we did our THANG in the garage, while his BM was in the crib)
Dude was waiting outside in the van, he say, "They having a pary next door."
PCC says, "Man I'm having FUN up here!!!!"
I'm sure....
So we take a break, cuddle, and go through each others phone's....the picture portion....
OH SHIT!!! He saw PUDDY....*lol* He ain't mention it though...
He shows me all his pictures, which are mostly of his baby girl...she so cute....some of his Granny, some of his BM.....while we continue holding each other tight....
Taking pics of each other....
Him telling me how they raided and tore his crib again, yesterday, but ain't find shit....but killed his pitbull with a shotty(shotgun)....I guess he does live the life of "The Wire"....
Lights off...and we back at it again....
I watch him in the mirror...
"Oooo, you so sexy...yea, right there PCC, I'm cummin...my pussy so wet...make me cum baby"
"Stay right there..."
His favorite position me lying flat on my stomach...
" I want you to cum on my face baby..."
"Okay"
Suckin fingers, lips, demanding to be bitten and choked....
"Choke you?"
"YES!!"
He complies, I cum and he gives me what I ask...but most of it hit the wall....again....*lol*
I tell ya what black fishnet's do to that nigga....
BM calls, cause its late....
More pictures, more hugs and kisses....
"I'll be in Dallas, by the time you get out"
"WHY??? You ain't leaving!!"
"Yes I am....I love you"
"I love you too, call my phone baby"
Til next time, PUDDY WHO???...*lol*
Saturday, July 15, 2006
HAPPY 31st BIRTHDAY DERRY!!! But you don't look a day over 25....
I miss you fammo...
You always smelled so good...
And was dressed to impress...
And the way you ate me....oh god...seeing your gold teeth sparkling down there...
Your waterbed, and how you maintained your rhythm on it....who knew you could actually fuck on a waterbed....
Remember, you taught me P control....you told me to concentrate...now everytime I concentrate, I hear your voice, saying, "Concentrate....let loose on the way down, tighten up on the way up...."
Remember how we always used to cum simultaneously, in the 69 position.
And we listened to Carl Thomas "Emotional" CD, each and every day, on repeat while we slept...
Remember that fight we had, we didn't talk for weeks, then you broke down and called me and we made up.
Remember the day in the picture? We rode around Dallas, in my dad's drop top Z28 Camaro, drinking Henny and blowin doe doe...
Remember when you helped me take all those microbraids out of my head? We stayed up til 5am....
Remember you was ready to kill a nigga for me?
I remember you cried with me for my life....
And I had yo back when you got evicted...
And that scar you have on your chin....so sexy, I loved kissing it...
Your beard, I enjoyed playing with....
Your accent....
Your sense of humor...
Your slang...
You never tried to control me....you let me do as I pleased...
Your smoking (weed) habits....I never wanted for no weed ever!
I can't listen to any artist from Nawlins, without thinking of you, I know you groovin to that shit, as we speak...
You put me on to "Screwed and Chopped Up" music and got mad when I took yo DJ Screw Mixtape....
You would always listen to the "radidio"(radio)...your word...*lol*
Remember, we watched the "Dirty Third" (Down South version of State Property)
You loved to have fun....we had lots of fun....
We had ideas for business plans, we planned on being business partners....
I have to find you, before I get to Dallas....
I asked my dad to find you for me...He say, "What I look like looking around for a nigga?"...*lol*
Til I see you again....
Friday, July 14, 2006
QUOTES (TV SHOWS and MOVIES) TRIVIA ANSWERS....
Okay here's the answers....thanks everyone for playing...
T.Cas and Teej did a great job....I'm impressed...
Blue Butterfli- You got the one no one else did, Silence of the Lambs...Good WORK, (I'll add you to my blog roll soon as I stop being lazy....)
ILLTV- I knew you would get the Seinfeld one's, those were freebies for you....
"I'm not his girl, he's my gangster" - Billy Bathgate
"He got a lot of heart for a cocksucka"- The Wire, "Stringer Bell"
"You stay right there, I'll go. There's a stench of adultery in here."-Intermission, a Irish rubbish film...
"I always tell the truth. Even when I lie."-Scarface
"Remember it ,Write it down, take a picture, I don't give a fuck."-Friday "Smokey"
"Wake yo' bitch-ass up, lucky charms. I like my fish wet and squirmy."- Friday After Next "Pinky"
"Looking at cleavage is like looking at the sun. You don't stare at it. It's too risky. Ya get a sense of it and then you look away."-Jerry Seinfeld
"Yeah, I'm like a marriage counselor. Tell the man he oughta bring the bitch some flowers every once in a while. Tell the bitch she gotta suck some cock every once in a while. That sort of shit."- The Wire "Proposition Joe"
"Rise and shine, campers, and don't forget your booties 'cause it's cooooold out there today."- Groundhog Day
" You ever hear of Tourette's syndrome? Involuntarily shouting out profanities?...Shit-eating son-of-a-bitch... bastard, douche-bag, twat, numb-nuts, dickhead!"- What About Bob?, sorry not Deuce Bigalow
"A man curses because he doesn't have the words to say what's on his mind."- Malcolm X "Baines"
"Little nigga you can't even pee straight!"- Education of Sonny Carson, when Sonny tries to get recruited into the Lords gang.
"How dare you talk to me like I'm some common-sissified wimp?!"- JD's Revenge
"I ain't no jive ass black nigger, honey. Who do you think I am? Geraldine?" - Fritz the Cat
" Nigga, I know you ain't dumb enough to be showin' niggas the robbery tape, man. What's up with that?"- Menace II Society "Caine"
"They still gonna fuck you up." - Poetic Justice "Justice"
"Just 'cause you pour syrup on shit doesn't make it pancakes!"- Juice "Trip aka Samuel Jackson, MMMmm mmmm Bitches"
"I like these calm little moments before the storm. It reminds me of Beethoven. Can you hear it? It's like when you put your head to the grass and you can hear the growin' and you can hear the insects. Do you like Beethoven?" - The Professional "Stansfield aka Gary Oldman"
"Don't worry, you can suck my dick after class!"- How High "the Arab Student Counselor"
"Better watch your back Fish! Squirrel Master ain't gonna be there for you all the time. Next time I come for you, I'm gonna want some cocktail... FRUIT!" - Half Baked "Nasty Nate"....*lol*
"My great great great granddaddy was a pimp and a slave. He would have his hoes out in the field picking his cotton for him, he didn't have to do a goddamn thing!"- Dead Presidents "Chris Tucker"
"You guys think it's so funny because I want to be something besides a factory worker or a football player. Well, that's because you're a bunch of stupid niggers that don't know shit!"- Cooley High "Preach"
"You either get down or lay down."- State Property
"Its not until you lose everything that you are free to do anything"- Fight Club
"Sit your five-dollar ass down before I make change."- New Jack City "Nino"
"I never killed anybody who didn't deserve it."- King of New York "Frank White"
"Listen to me, kid. If she doesn't reach over and lift up that button so that you can get in, that means she's a selfish broad and all you're seeing is the tip of the iceberg. You dump her and you dump her fast." - Bronx Tale "Chazz aka Sonny"...but hell with technology, nigga can pop his own lock with his remote....
"Easy peasy japanesey."- Shawshank Redemption "Brooks"
"The night of the fight, you may feel a slight sting. That's pride fucking with you. Fuck pride. Pride only hurts, it never helps."- Pulp Fiction "Ving Rhanes" "I'm about to get medievel on yo ass"...*lol*
"'...but I'm funny how, I mean funny like I'm a clown, I amuse you? I make you laugh, I'm here to fuckin' amuse you? What do you mean funny, funny how? How am I funny?" - GoodFellas "Joe Pesci"
"We begin by coveting what we see every day." - Silence of the Lambs "Hannibal Lecter"
"Remember those posters that said, "Today is the first day of the rest of your life"? Well, that's true of every day but one - the day you die."- American Beauty
"You talkin' to me? You talkin' to me? You talkin' to me? Then who the hell else are you talkin' to? You talkin' to me? Well, I'm the only one here. Who do the fuck do you think you're talking to? Oh, yeah? Ok."- Taxi Driver
" Your mind makes it real ...The body cannot live without the mind"- The Matrix "Morpheus"
"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it."- American History X
'In the quiet words of the Virgin Mary... come again."- Snatch
"Your stupidity may be your one saving grace."- Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
"You could fill the Staple Center with what you don't know."- Crash
"Money making Mitch...."- Paid in Full
"I bet we've eaten everything on a pig from the rooter to the tooter." - Boomerang "John Witherspoon"
"Well, get it the fuck out yer eye and roll the dice, you blind motherfucker!" - Harlem Nights...of course
T.Cas and Teej did a great job....I'm impressed...
Blue Butterfli- You got the one no one else did, Silence of the Lambs...Good WORK, (I'll add you to my blog roll soon as I stop being lazy....)
ILLTV- I knew you would get the Seinfeld one's, those were freebies for you....
"I'm not his girl, he's my gangster" - Billy Bathgate
"He got a lot of heart for a cocksucka"- The Wire, "Stringer Bell"
"You stay right there, I'll go. There's a stench of adultery in here."-Intermission, a Irish rubbish film...
"I always tell the truth. Even when I lie."-Scarface
"Remember it ,Write it down, take a picture, I don't give a fuck."-Friday "Smokey"
"Wake yo' bitch-ass up, lucky charms. I like my fish wet and squirmy."- Friday After Next "Pinky"
"Looking at cleavage is like looking at the sun. You don't stare at it. It's too risky. Ya get a sense of it and then you look away."-Jerry Seinfeld
"Yeah, I'm like a marriage counselor. Tell the man he oughta bring the bitch some flowers every once in a while. Tell the bitch she gotta suck some cock every once in a while. That sort of shit."- The Wire "Proposition Joe"
"Rise and shine, campers, and don't forget your booties 'cause it's cooooold out there today."- Groundhog Day
" You ever hear of Tourette's syndrome? Involuntarily shouting out profanities?...Shit-eating son-of-a-bitch... bastard, douche-bag, twat, numb-nuts, dickhead!"- What About Bob?, sorry not Deuce Bigalow
"A man curses because he doesn't have the words to say what's on his mind."- Malcolm X "Baines"
"Little nigga you can't even pee straight!"- Education of Sonny Carson, when Sonny tries to get recruited into the Lords gang.
"How dare you talk to me like I'm some common-sissified wimp?!"- JD's Revenge
"I ain't no jive ass black nigger, honey. Who do you think I am? Geraldine?" - Fritz the Cat
" Nigga, I know you ain't dumb enough to be showin' niggas the robbery tape, man. What's up with that?"- Menace II Society "Caine"
"They still gonna fuck you up." - Poetic Justice "Justice"
"Just 'cause you pour syrup on shit doesn't make it pancakes!"- Juice "Trip aka Samuel Jackson, MMMmm mmmm Bitches"
"I like these calm little moments before the storm. It reminds me of Beethoven. Can you hear it? It's like when you put your head to the grass and you can hear the growin' and you can hear the insects. Do you like Beethoven?" - The Professional "Stansfield aka Gary Oldman"
"Don't worry, you can suck my dick after class!"- How High "the Arab Student Counselor"
"Better watch your back Fish! Squirrel Master ain't gonna be there for you all the time. Next time I come for you, I'm gonna want some cocktail... FRUIT!" - Half Baked "Nasty Nate"....*lol*
"My great great great granddaddy was a pimp and a slave. He would have his hoes out in the field picking his cotton for him, he didn't have to do a goddamn thing!"- Dead Presidents "Chris Tucker"
"You guys think it's so funny because I want to be something besides a factory worker or a football player. Well, that's because you're a bunch of stupid niggers that don't know shit!"- Cooley High "Preach"
"You either get down or lay down."- State Property
"Its not until you lose everything that you are free to do anything"- Fight Club
"Sit your five-dollar ass down before I make change."- New Jack City "Nino"
"I never killed anybody who didn't deserve it."- King of New York "Frank White"
"Listen to me, kid. If she doesn't reach over and lift up that button so that you can get in, that means she's a selfish broad and all you're seeing is the tip of the iceberg. You dump her and you dump her fast." - Bronx Tale "Chazz aka Sonny"...but hell with technology, nigga can pop his own lock with his remote....
"Easy peasy japanesey."- Shawshank Redemption "Brooks"
"The night of the fight, you may feel a slight sting. That's pride fucking with you. Fuck pride. Pride only hurts, it never helps."- Pulp Fiction "Ving Rhanes" "I'm about to get medievel on yo ass"...*lol*
"'...but I'm funny how, I mean funny like I'm a clown, I amuse you? I make you laugh, I'm here to fuckin' amuse you? What do you mean funny, funny how? How am I funny?" - GoodFellas "Joe Pesci"
"We begin by coveting what we see every day." - Silence of the Lambs "Hannibal Lecter"
"Remember those posters that said, "Today is the first day of the rest of your life"? Well, that's true of every day but one - the day you die."- American Beauty
"You talkin' to me? You talkin' to me? You talkin' to me? Then who the hell else are you talkin' to? You talkin' to me? Well, I'm the only one here. Who do the fuck do you think you're talking to? Oh, yeah? Ok."- Taxi Driver
" Your mind makes it real ...The body cannot live without the mind"- The Matrix "Morpheus"
"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it."- American History X
'In the quiet words of the Virgin Mary... come again."- Snatch
"Your stupidity may be your one saving grace."- Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
"You could fill the Staple Center with what you don't know."- Crash
"Money making Mitch...."- Paid in Full
"I bet we've eaten everything on a pig from the rooter to the tooter." - Boomerang "John Witherspoon"
"Well, get it the fuck out yer eye and roll the dice, you blind motherfucker!" - Harlem Nights...of course
Thursday, July 13, 2006
I HATE THIS BITCH!!!!
I never ask my mother for shit. I get an interview and the interview site is way out and my car can't make it there, so I ask her can she take me. She gotta get back with me. BITCH you know if you gone do it or not, its not like you got shit else to do. But you can drive yo crack head ass sister and her friends around but can't do shit for me. I SWEAR SHE A FUCKIN HATER!!!!!
She don't wanna see me shine!
I' over here crying cause I can't believe a mother could hate on her daughter so much.
She don't wanna see me shine!
I' over here crying cause I can't believe a mother could hate on her daughter so much.
I swear if she don't do this for me, I'm gone drive my raggedy piece of shit to the SOUTHSIDE and FUCK HER CAR UP!!!!
BITCH!!!! I HATE THAT HOE!!!!
I swear, I'mma write a fuckin letter, telling her to FUCK OFF, BITCH, you couldn't help me in my time of need knowing I don't got nobody else..... Don't ever think about me in life....
BITCH!!!! I HATE THAT HOE!!!!
I swear, I'mma write a fuckin letter, telling her to FUCK OFF, BITCH, you couldn't help me in my time of need knowing I don't got nobody else..... Don't ever think about me in life....
BITCH ASS WHORE, I HATE HER ASS!!!!
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
"GO HEAD AND KICK A MAN WHILE HE'S DOWN"
(Second post of the day)
(Second post of the day)
As I sit here enjoying the final episode, of the first season of "The Wire", I receive a call from guess who?
"Hello.."
"Hey baby, I need a good fucking"
"I'm on my period..."
"Well I need some fiii ass head...I'm depressed and stressed out. I might be getting locked up. I need to have some fun."
"I was wondering when you was gone call me...When you coming?"
"I'll be there tomorrow..."
I'll try to postpone it til Friday, that way I can send him off right. I was doing just fine, til he called with the disturbing news. Now, I'm all sad. I mean, I knew he had this coming, but I guess now, reality has hit. In 60 seconds, my hit list which contained 2, is now down to ZERO....
I hate seeing niggas locked up. But hell, the entire time I was watching all 13 episodes of "The Wire", he is all I could think about, although his life isn't as hectic as the show, I know that's the shit he faces in a day to day.
So sad, so sad, PCC, you shoulda known better. Maybe I can reach him through my letters inspiring him to change. Not for me, cause I don't want him to myself like that, but for himself and most importantly, his baby girl....
Til next time, BLOG FAM....(I'm not in the mood to cuss yall out...)
"Hello.."
"Hey baby, I need a good fucking"
"I'm on my period..."
"Well I need some fiii ass head...I'm depressed and stressed out. I might be getting locked up. I need to have some fun."
"I was wondering when you was gone call me...When you coming?"
"I'll be there tomorrow..."
I'll try to postpone it til Friday, that way I can send him off right. I was doing just fine, til he called with the disturbing news. Now, I'm all sad. I mean, I knew he had this coming, but I guess now, reality has hit. In 60 seconds, my hit list which contained 2, is now down to ZERO....
I hate seeing niggas locked up. But hell, the entire time I was watching all 13 episodes of "The Wire", he is all I could think about, although his life isn't as hectic as the show, I know that's the shit he faces in a day to day.
So sad, so sad, PCC, you shoulda known better. Maybe I can reach him through my letters inspiring him to change. Not for me, cause I don't want him to myself like that, but for himself and most importantly, his baby girl....
Til next time, BLOG FAM....(I'm not in the mood to cuss yall out...)
"When I know she's gonna runaway, am I to live to serve the next day
When I know she's gonna be wit him, so hallelujah, praise God King
And I know you're gonna runaway, am I to live to serve the next day
When I know you gonna be wit him, can't beleive that this is happenin" -Slick Rick "Runaway"
When I know she's gonna be wit him, so hallelujah, praise God King
And I know you're gonna runaway, am I to live to serve the next day
When I know you gonna be wit him, can't beleive that this is happenin" -Slick Rick "Runaway"
" I think the best thing is to block her out/cuz she doesn't give a fuck about/So much change and true it in, you would of cared to wish the u-nion/She's not a phony, turn the Sony off, you better overcome the lonely of/Although a brother lettin that, thus don't know where I'm headin at"
" I know I should say fine fed it yea/and think about all the girls ahead of ya"
So some nosey ass bastard been reading my shit!!!
PUDDY...."Yea I know who you are, I just said yo name"-Kanye West "Touch the Sky Video"
Nigga you know all you have to do is ask and I will tell, but you ain't ready....SO STOP READING my BLOG, you BASTID!!!! And while you ahead, you better stop playing with women...ain't no way in hell, you gone have just a strictly physical relationship without feelings getting involved, with a woman, so get that out yo head....(unless she's married, still thats a toss up, or if she's in love with someone else...)
Lucky, I'm not one of the crazy ones, cause "playing with my emotions is like playing with my money"..but keep on in your manner and it will be one less nigga....I'm not talking bout me, but some other chic...
Til Next Time, DICK WAD, PUDDY!!!
" I know I should say fine fed it yea/and think about all the girls ahead of ya"
So some nosey ass bastard been reading my shit!!!
PUDDY...."Yea I know who you are, I just said yo name"-Kanye West "Touch the Sky Video"
Nigga you know all you have to do is ask and I will tell, but you ain't ready....SO STOP READING my BLOG, you BASTID!!!! And while you ahead, you better stop playing with women...ain't no way in hell, you gone have just a strictly physical relationship without feelings getting involved, with a woman, so get that out yo head....(unless she's married, still thats a toss up, or if she's in love with someone else...)
Lucky, I'm not one of the crazy ones, cause "playing with my emotions is like playing with my money"..but keep on in your manner and it will be one less nigga....I'm not talking bout me, but some other chic...
Til Next Time, DICK WAD, PUDDY!!!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
HUMAN NATURE
Music Codes by SongArea.com
"Express yourself, dont repress yourself
And Im not sorry [Im not sorry]
Its human nature [its human nature]"
"Im breakin all the rules I didnt make"
"Would it sound better if I were a man?"
"we all feel the same way"
"i have no regrets"
"just look in the mirror"
"i dont have to justify anything"
"Im just like you"
I just can't understand or accept this "double standard" bullshit. Even though man(woman) has evolved, the standards of what a woman should/shouldn't do or be are still the same...
I think its lame...
Men are pimps and women are deemed hoes/freaks. No one wants to make a hoe/freak a housewife, but they love the sex and pleasure a hoe/freak will and can provide.
We're all humans, with animalistic behavior patterns. The same shit men do, women also do. But men can openly and boastly admit to their dealings, while women keep most things in their closet full of skeletons, for fear of being labeled hoe/freak....
I can definitely say I have experienced life to the fullest, in the sexual realm. Now most men will frown upon my dealings, but I say fuck you, cause I did what I wanted to do and I live with no regrets....
But if I was a man, I would be the pimpin-est nigga out there...
But naw...
Women are supposed to be demure and reserved.
Women shouldn't like sex as much as men.
Women shouldn't fulfill their wildest fantasies.
Women shouldn't have many sex partners.
I could go on and on, on what women shouldn't do. But I'm sure if women can be as honest as, I am, you will find, that all women are not as demure as they seem.
Its a front, and I'm not the one to front, you need to know what you're getting before you get into something. I want to know the same...
Just as women front, men front as well(DL brothers).
Just imagine if the roles were reversed....
*Men are supposed to be demure and reserved.
That means no being aggressive, which means, bottom line, you'll never get the sex you want....
*Men shouldn't like sex.
That just sounds stupid to say....
*Men shouldn't fulfill their wildest fantasies.
That means no 3somes, no sloppy wet blow jobs...
*Men shouldn't have many sex partners.
That means there will be a lot of niggas out there with weak sex....where will you learn?
Bottom line, men will not have enjoyable sexual experiences if this was the case. So who made it a rule, that women can't enjoy sex just like "the next man"?
Is it because we are deemed as the "weaker vessel"?
Or because, we are supposed to tend to the household duties and the children?
I'm saying, I know in certain countries, they burn the women's clitoris off, so that she can't experience pleasure from sex, her sole purpose is for reproduction. But at the same time, dude is getting all this pleasure...
This shit is pissing me off...
I love being honest, I hate to lie and I hate liars...
So why can 't a muthafucka honor my experiences and my truths without looking at me like I'm some type of skank hoe?
Shit, we all know that men marry that woman they "think" is a virgin or is sexually inexperienced, but don't be fooled, she holding back, cause she know if you only knew how she really got down, you would not spend that (is it 7 months???) 7 months salary on that diamond rang.
Men feel they can't bring that hoe/freak home to meet mom. Well mom has done some shit too in her lifetime.
{Sidenote: Any mothers/grandothers I meet love me. I appear sweet, demure, and innocent. Yes, I said, appear, as long as, son doesn't tell her how I sucked his dick from behind..*lol* Mama prolly sucked dick from behind, thats how she met yo daddy...*lol*}
So where does this lead? Married men frequenting strip clubs, because wifey can't shake it like that. (She can, she just not,cause then you gonna wanna know how she learn to shake it like that and who else she shaked it like that for...)
Or that nigga out tricking off on his mistress, cause he not happy sexually at home and mistress lays it down....
All the while, yo wife ain't getting sexed by you, what you think she gone be on??? You really think she at a church meeting, huh? While yo ass, at the strip club?
Not saying, that a woman can't have that one man, to make her an honest women...because it can happen. I feel if I had the right one I would be faithful. Shit, once my BD and my relationship became a true relationship, I cut all that extra bullshit, unless BD was privy to it and agreed to it. Hell, I was even faithful to Mr. DL, until he started to act out,but I digress...
I'm just saying, no one knows a woman like a woman, just as men know how men get down. I know bitches, I got a pussy and I know how it operates, all bitches got pussy's right?
I've witnessed shady dealings of women that swear up and down, they are soo demure, but when the shit hit the fan, she was known to get down....
Men, you know how dick operates...
If the wind blows, it gets hard...
You can even tell how another man thinks because yall share the same organ...
So why can't I know how bitches get down, when I really know? I hate when hoes wanna look down on me, cause I enjoy my sex, when they 45 yrs. old and never had an orgasm...
Maybe if you open yourself up and be true to your feelings, you could get there.....
I love my REAL BITCHES....shout out to Mrs. TJ, BrownSugga-non bloggin ass,Insanity, GeorgiaPeach, Nikki, NastiGirl(NaughtiGirl), LadyNay, Nique, Trina,ILLNana...any other real bitches if I forgot to name, my bad....
But these my bitches, cause they keeps it real, regardless of how the FUCK you feel...and I bet you they get what they want, each and every time, never leaving dissappointed....
Now I can go on and on, all day long about this...but I will hate to believe, I won't find my mate, cause I go after what I want and I get it...
However, I do believe their should be a limit to sexual partners, for both men and women...which is why I'm not taking any new applications for any new dick...
If I need it, I already know where I can go to get it GOOD. I don't mind back tracking, at least I know what I'm getting before I give the goods up and add another unnecessary notch to my belt. Then, too, I deem myself as demure, cause, I'm not the one to be having sex with different people in short time frames....
Like, right now, I don't even want to touch or look at a PCC, don't get me wrong, he's always a backtrack, but right now, I have Puddy's juices on me...
The shit was reversed when I was doing PCC on the regular, I wanted Puddy, but he couldn't get it until I wiped PCC off me....
Ok, I'ma shut up, cause some women (minus my real bitches) will be mad at me...oh well...
I know my mama a hoe, although she will never admit to it...but I know...some of the shit she's pulled is straight outta pocket, I would NEVER...
I guess all I need is a REAL NIGGA, that can "handle the truth".
I guess the truth hurts...but a lie hurts even more...
Til next time, NUMBNUTS...*lol*
And Im not sorry [Im not sorry]
Its human nature [its human nature]"
"Im breakin all the rules I didnt make"
"Would it sound better if I were a man?"
"we all feel the same way"
"i have no regrets"
"just look in the mirror"
"i dont have to justify anything"
"Im just like you"
I just can't understand or accept this "double standard" bullshit. Even though man(woman) has evolved, the standards of what a woman should/shouldn't do or be are still the same...
I think its lame...
Men are pimps and women are deemed hoes/freaks. No one wants to make a hoe/freak a housewife, but they love the sex and pleasure a hoe/freak will and can provide.
We're all humans, with animalistic behavior patterns. The same shit men do, women also do. But men can openly and boastly admit to their dealings, while women keep most things in their closet full of skeletons, for fear of being labeled hoe/freak....
I can definitely say I have experienced life to the fullest, in the sexual realm. Now most men will frown upon my dealings, but I say fuck you, cause I did what I wanted to do and I live with no regrets....
But if I was a man, I would be the pimpin-est nigga out there...
But naw...
Women are supposed to be demure and reserved.
Women shouldn't like sex as much as men.
Women shouldn't fulfill their wildest fantasies.
Women shouldn't have many sex partners.
I could go on and on, on what women shouldn't do. But I'm sure if women can be as honest as, I am, you will find, that all women are not as demure as they seem.
Its a front, and I'm not the one to front, you need to know what you're getting before you get into something. I want to know the same...
Just as women front, men front as well(DL brothers).
Just imagine if the roles were reversed....
*Men are supposed to be demure and reserved.
That means no being aggressive, which means, bottom line, you'll never get the sex you want....
*Men shouldn't like sex.
That just sounds stupid to say....
*Men shouldn't fulfill their wildest fantasies.
That means no 3somes, no sloppy wet blow jobs...
*Men shouldn't have many sex partners.
That means there will be a lot of niggas out there with weak sex....where will you learn?
Bottom line, men will not have enjoyable sexual experiences if this was the case. So who made it a rule, that women can't enjoy sex just like "the next man"?
Is it because we are deemed as the "weaker vessel"?
Or because, we are supposed to tend to the household duties and the children?
I'm saying, I know in certain countries, they burn the women's clitoris off, so that she can't experience pleasure from sex, her sole purpose is for reproduction. But at the same time, dude is getting all this pleasure...
This shit is pissing me off...
I love being honest, I hate to lie and I hate liars...
So why can 't a muthafucka honor my experiences and my truths without looking at me like I'm some type of skank hoe?
Shit, we all know that men marry that woman they "think" is a virgin or is sexually inexperienced, but don't be fooled, she holding back, cause she know if you only knew how she really got down, you would not spend that (is it 7 months???) 7 months salary on that diamond rang.
Men feel they can't bring that hoe/freak home to meet mom. Well mom has done some shit too in her lifetime.
{Sidenote: Any mothers/grandothers I meet love me. I appear sweet, demure, and innocent. Yes, I said, appear, as long as, son doesn't tell her how I sucked his dick from behind..*lol* Mama prolly sucked dick from behind, thats how she met yo daddy...*lol*}
So where does this lead? Married men frequenting strip clubs, because wifey can't shake it like that. (She can, she just not,cause then you gonna wanna know how she learn to shake it like that and who else she shaked it like that for...)
Or that nigga out tricking off on his mistress, cause he not happy sexually at home and mistress lays it down....
All the while, yo wife ain't getting sexed by you, what you think she gone be on??? You really think she at a church meeting, huh? While yo ass, at the strip club?
Not saying, that a woman can't have that one man, to make her an honest women...because it can happen. I feel if I had the right one I would be faithful. Shit, once my BD and my relationship became a true relationship, I cut all that extra bullshit, unless BD was privy to it and agreed to it. Hell, I was even faithful to Mr. DL, until he started to act out,but I digress...
I'm just saying, no one knows a woman like a woman, just as men know how men get down. I know bitches, I got a pussy and I know how it operates, all bitches got pussy's right?
I've witnessed shady dealings of women that swear up and down, they are soo demure, but when the shit hit the fan, she was known to get down....
Men, you know how dick operates...
If the wind blows, it gets hard...
You can even tell how another man thinks because yall share the same organ...
So why can't I know how bitches get down, when I really know? I hate when hoes wanna look down on me, cause I enjoy my sex, when they 45 yrs. old and never had an orgasm...
Maybe if you open yourself up and be true to your feelings, you could get there.....
I love my REAL BITCHES....shout out to Mrs. TJ, BrownSugga-non bloggin ass,Insanity, GeorgiaPeach, Nikki, NastiGirl(NaughtiGirl), LadyNay, Nique, Trina,ILLNana...any other real bitches if I forgot to name, my bad....
But these my bitches, cause they keeps it real, regardless of how the FUCK you feel...and I bet you they get what they want, each and every time, never leaving dissappointed....
Now I can go on and on, all day long about this...but I will hate to believe, I won't find my mate, cause I go after what I want and I get it...
However, I do believe their should be a limit to sexual partners, for both men and women...which is why I'm not taking any new applications for any new dick...
If I need it, I already know where I can go to get it GOOD. I don't mind back tracking, at least I know what I'm getting before I give the goods up and add another unnecessary notch to my belt. Then, too, I deem myself as demure, cause, I'm not the one to be having sex with different people in short time frames....
Like, right now, I don't even want to touch or look at a PCC, don't get me wrong, he's always a backtrack, but right now, I have Puddy's juices on me...
The shit was reversed when I was doing PCC on the regular, I wanted Puddy, but he couldn't get it until I wiped PCC off me....
Ok, I'ma shut up, cause some women (minus my real bitches) will be mad at me...oh well...
I know my mama a hoe, although she will never admit to it...but I know...some of the shit she's pulled is straight outta pocket, I would NEVER...
I guess all I need is a REAL NIGGA, that can "handle the truth".
I guess the truth hurts...but a lie hurts even more...
Til next time, NUMBNUTS...*lol*
ASTROLOGY CORNER
I just thought I write about this today, since I don't have anything else exciting to write about...besides, Dynasty, had me do a search and I started playing around on the website.
Soulvibrations.com
MY ZODIAC
Aquarius Jan 21 - Feb 19 The Revolutionary(YES, Nique can co-sign to this)(YES) Broad-minded, Freedom-loving(HELL TO THE YES, don't try to lock me down), Original(MOST DEF!) Colors: Pastel Green, Blue(These colors are cool, everyone knows I love BLUE)
Aquarians are very stubborn(YES), especially when enraged(Oh hell yea!). One of the things that drives many Aquarians is their love of justice and their need to help establish a more equitable social order for the benefit of mankind in general and the underdog in particular. They're generally concerned about the welfare of others, especially the less fortunate, and they give sympathy more easily than most. Any list of Aquarians is bound to be full of courageous, defiant people. Under pressure Aquarius is the most rebellious sign in the zodiac.(TRUE,TRUE, TRUE, TRUE and TRUE, all of this)
Aquarians aren't shy at all and they usually experience little difficulty meeting strangers. They are the most socially adventurous of all signs. Aquarians enjoy a full social life and love mixing with all kinds of people. Most of them love to entertain because they like to be responsible for making other people happy.(I LOVE entertaining) The well-known Aquarian tendency to demonstrate eccentric behavior is an offshoot of an implacable drive not just to seek the truth but also to live it. Natives can be breezy, outgoing, positive, optimistic, and friendly, but very emotionally detached.
This casual, easygoing exterior, however, hides a willfulness that few see until an attempt is made to get Aquarians to do something they really don't want to do. (DYNASTY, I told you about Aquarians feeling like doing something...*lol*)Aquarians often seem so tolerant that you wouldn't expect them to have a temper, but they happen to have one of the quickest in the zodiac- quick to blow, slow to cool. Aquarians are the most scientific, inventive people. They like to do things in new ways. In fact they have a strong dislike for any established order or system.(YES) Aquarius is the sign that truly marches to the beat of a different drummer. (And people think I'm weird...*lol*)
I LOVE!!!!!AND I DON'T KNOW WHY....*lol*(PCC, Puddy punk ass, My First)
Virgo Aug 22 - Sept 20 The Critic Methodical, Discriminating, Orderly! Colors: Gray, Dark Blue
Virgo is the judge, a candid judge who will deliver the verdict regardless. Virgo is the keeper of standards, the scrutinizer. One of Virgo's strongest impulses is toward exactness and order brought about by concentration on the smallest details of a project. A perfectionist, their vibration is thrown into conflict when things are not as Virgo thinks they should be. Virgo's deepest impulses are likely to be conservative, methodical, dependable, and materialistic, with a very practical, down-to-earth approach. Virgo is the most deeply intellectual sign of the zodiac. Virgo brings intellect to bear on every situation.(YES, they always offer great unbiased advice!!)
Virgos are not likely to be idealistic. They try to see life as it is; therefore in the world they usually see more bad than good. Virgo is, like Gemini, a mutable sign having two sides operating at the same time with no visible symbol of twoness. Ever present is the conflict between a tendency to be severe, analytical, and critical and a tendency to be witty, charming, server of others, shy and above all artistic.
GOTTA LOVE EM!
I ALSO LIKE
CANCER June 20 - July 20 The Protector Sensitive, Changeable, Protective! Colors: Silver, White
A Cancer's deepest urge is to nurture and protect, emotionally and materially, members of the family, especially the children, no matter how broadly family is defined. Patient and tenacious like its symbol, the Crab, the Cancer has a certain desire to cling. They possess among the best and most selective memories in the zodiac. They are the kind of people that can forget where they laid their hats but remember the smallest detail about their childhoods.
Intuitions one of their most valuable assets. Good things happen to them because of intuitive decisions. As a rule, people of this sign are easy to get along with. They are self assertive, active and energetic.(DERRY WAS A CANCER)
Cancerians are initiators who prefer to work in groups. They are good at inspiring loyalty in others and usually excel at promoting cooperation between members of a group. Cancers have a great need to love and to be loved, and will subordinate their own ego to do so. Cancerians are good in business because they have a keen insight to what the public wants, needs, and will pay for. They are very successful in getting others to work for them.
Cancerians are extremely sensitive. In fact, no sign relies more on feeling than Cancer. But even as they pursue this inward course, like a crab, Cancerians protect their vulnerable feelings by erecting a hard outside shell. They can be touchy and easily hurt, with that hard exterior protecting a moody, self-pitying unforgiving nature. Cancerians are creatures of moods- steadfast yet changeable; withdrawn and independent, yet clinging and dependent; businesslike and methodical yet hazy and indecisive. (Yes he was moody and maybe thats why we lost touch cause I hurt his feelings, but not on purpose, I just don't like fucking with people, ANYONE, when I'm not doing good myself)
THESE GUYS ARE ALSO COOL...
Gemini May 20 to June 20 The Communicator Versatile, Clever, Expressive! Colors: Silver and Gray
Geminis are talkers; their's is the sign of the chatterbox mind.(I COULDN'T AGREE MORE!!) Their minds are always active, and usually so are their mouths. They live to express themselves. They believe in, and worship, the spoken word.
Gemini represents the point in the zodiac where the soul becomes enchanted with language. The sign of the twin, Gemini symbolizes communication between the spirit and the material world. Natives of this sign usually display two noticeably distinct personalities. At times, they can be extremely irritable. They want to be left alone. Other times, they are the most playful and by far, the most talkative of people.
Adaptable, clever, and logical, natives are driven to make connections or links between ideas and reality. The grand imitators, natives are enerally less deeply intellectual than they are exceedingly quick. They instantly pickup impressions from the spiritual and real worlds and they can communicate their impressions faster and better than any other sign.
Geminis are great actors or illusionists. They are also the world's best liars, masters of the half-truth and the misleading impression. They are among the best salespeople in the world. They can create a product out of words and sell it to someone who's never seen it. Gemini are seldom content to pursue one thing at a time. Variety is a keynote of the sign; they like to spread their energy around. They move from one idea to another so rapidly because they are bored with mental inactivity.
I'VE FOUND MYSELF IN RELATIONSHIPS WITH
Capricorn Dec 21 - Jan 20 The Climber Ambitious, Conventional, Responsible! Color: Dark Green (try Money Green, they goldiggers...*lol*They will marry for money over love...)
Capricorns are capable of great devotion and intense concentration of mind and will; Capricorns are like their symbol , the mountain goat who keeps climbing. It's almost impossible to completely discourage Capricorns once they have their minds set on a goal. Capricorns are driven to seek worldly success and power. Their worldly identity andtheir spiritual essence are one and the same.
Capricorn, more than any other sign, symbolizes integrity, and in its most evolved manifestation there is little or no pretense. It is considered the success sign of the zodiac. Capricorns have the ability to put 100% of their talents into the service of ambition. They achieve a high degree of success in almost every field imaginable. This isn't because they're excessively quick-witted or flexible. Many other signs are more naturally adaptable, but none of them can keep plugging away with the determination that Capricorns can muster. Capricorns persist because their greatest fear is the fear of failure.
Capricorns don't make friends easily. They often seem to be outgoing, but they aren't. Capricorn is the sign of the jovial introvert. They are sober and reserved, but they can teach themselves to loosen up. Despite the superficial friendliness though, Capricorns are inclined their own counsel. They resist depending on other people and are usually suspicious of the motives of people whose loyalties haven't been tested.
They're proud and competitive, and they hate to give away a competitive edge by letting others know too much about them.(SO FUCKIN TRUE!!!) Love for Capricorns is based on respect, not passion, and they can be quite devoted to anyone who wins that respect. Theirs is an enduring vibration.
MR. DL, my BD, and my mother are Caps, they forgot to mention Caps being CONTROL FREAKS....
If I didn't mention your sign feel free to explore SoulVibrations...
Til next time, BLOGHEADS!!!!
Soulvibrations.com
MY ZODIAC
Aquarius Jan 21 - Feb 19 The Revolutionary(YES, Nique can co-sign to this)(YES) Broad-minded, Freedom-loving(HELL TO THE YES, don't try to lock me down), Original(MOST DEF!) Colors: Pastel Green, Blue(These colors are cool, everyone knows I love BLUE)
Aquarians are very stubborn(YES), especially when enraged(Oh hell yea!). One of the things that drives many Aquarians is their love of justice and their need to help establish a more equitable social order for the benefit of mankind in general and the underdog in particular. They're generally concerned about the welfare of others, especially the less fortunate, and they give sympathy more easily than most. Any list of Aquarians is bound to be full of courageous, defiant people. Under pressure Aquarius is the most rebellious sign in the zodiac.(TRUE,TRUE, TRUE, TRUE and TRUE, all of this)
Aquarians aren't shy at all and they usually experience little difficulty meeting strangers. They are the most socially adventurous of all signs. Aquarians enjoy a full social life and love mixing with all kinds of people. Most of them love to entertain because they like to be responsible for making other people happy.(I LOVE entertaining) The well-known Aquarian tendency to demonstrate eccentric behavior is an offshoot of an implacable drive not just to seek the truth but also to live it. Natives can be breezy, outgoing, positive, optimistic, and friendly, but very emotionally detached.
This casual, easygoing exterior, however, hides a willfulness that few see until an attempt is made to get Aquarians to do something they really don't want to do. (DYNASTY, I told you about Aquarians feeling like doing something...*lol*)Aquarians often seem so tolerant that you wouldn't expect them to have a temper, but they happen to have one of the quickest in the zodiac- quick to blow, slow to cool. Aquarians are the most scientific, inventive people. They like to do things in new ways. In fact they have a strong dislike for any established order or system.(YES) Aquarius is the sign that truly marches to the beat of a different drummer. (And people think I'm weird...*lol*)
I LOVE!!!!!AND I DON'T KNOW WHY....*lol*(PCC, Puddy punk ass, My First)
Virgo Aug 22 - Sept 20 The Critic Methodical, Discriminating, Orderly! Colors: Gray, Dark Blue
Virgo is the judge, a candid judge who will deliver the verdict regardless. Virgo is the keeper of standards, the scrutinizer. One of Virgo's strongest impulses is toward exactness and order brought about by concentration on the smallest details of a project. A perfectionist, their vibration is thrown into conflict when things are not as Virgo thinks they should be. Virgo's deepest impulses are likely to be conservative, methodical, dependable, and materialistic, with a very practical, down-to-earth approach. Virgo is the most deeply intellectual sign of the zodiac. Virgo brings intellect to bear on every situation.(YES, they always offer great unbiased advice!!)
Virgos are not likely to be idealistic. They try to see life as it is; therefore in the world they usually see more bad than good. Virgo is, like Gemini, a mutable sign having two sides operating at the same time with no visible symbol of twoness. Ever present is the conflict between a tendency to be severe, analytical, and critical and a tendency to be witty, charming, server of others, shy and above all artistic.
GOTTA LOVE EM!
I ALSO LIKE
CANCER June 20 - July 20 The Protector Sensitive, Changeable, Protective! Colors: Silver, White
A Cancer's deepest urge is to nurture and protect, emotionally and materially, members of the family, especially the children, no matter how broadly family is defined. Patient and tenacious like its symbol, the Crab, the Cancer has a certain desire to cling. They possess among the best and most selective memories in the zodiac. They are the kind of people that can forget where they laid their hats but remember the smallest detail about their childhoods.
Intuitions one of their most valuable assets. Good things happen to them because of intuitive decisions. As a rule, people of this sign are easy to get along with. They are self assertive, active and energetic.(DERRY WAS A CANCER)
Cancerians are initiators who prefer to work in groups. They are good at inspiring loyalty in others and usually excel at promoting cooperation between members of a group. Cancers have a great need to love and to be loved, and will subordinate their own ego to do so. Cancerians are good in business because they have a keen insight to what the public wants, needs, and will pay for. They are very successful in getting others to work for them.
Cancerians are extremely sensitive. In fact, no sign relies more on feeling than Cancer. But even as they pursue this inward course, like a crab, Cancerians protect their vulnerable feelings by erecting a hard outside shell. They can be touchy and easily hurt, with that hard exterior protecting a moody, self-pitying unforgiving nature. Cancerians are creatures of moods- steadfast yet changeable; withdrawn and independent, yet clinging and dependent; businesslike and methodical yet hazy and indecisive. (Yes he was moody and maybe thats why we lost touch cause I hurt his feelings, but not on purpose, I just don't like fucking with people, ANYONE, when I'm not doing good myself)
THESE GUYS ARE ALSO COOL...
Gemini May 20 to June 20 The Communicator Versatile, Clever, Expressive! Colors: Silver and Gray
Geminis are talkers; their's is the sign of the chatterbox mind.(I COULDN'T AGREE MORE!!) Their minds are always active, and usually so are their mouths. They live to express themselves. They believe in, and worship, the spoken word.
Gemini represents the point in the zodiac where the soul becomes enchanted with language. The sign of the twin, Gemini symbolizes communication between the spirit and the material world. Natives of this sign usually display two noticeably distinct personalities. At times, they can be extremely irritable. They want to be left alone. Other times, they are the most playful and by far, the most talkative of people.
Adaptable, clever, and logical, natives are driven to make connections or links between ideas and reality. The grand imitators, natives are enerally less deeply intellectual than they are exceedingly quick. They instantly pickup impressions from the spiritual and real worlds and they can communicate their impressions faster and better than any other sign.
Geminis are great actors or illusionists. They are also the world's best liars, masters of the half-truth and the misleading impression. They are among the best salespeople in the world. They can create a product out of words and sell it to someone who's never seen it. Gemini are seldom content to pursue one thing at a time. Variety is a keynote of the sign; they like to spread their energy around. They move from one idea to another so rapidly because they are bored with mental inactivity.
I'VE FOUND MYSELF IN RELATIONSHIPS WITH
Capricorn Dec 21 - Jan 20 The Climber Ambitious, Conventional, Responsible! Color: Dark Green (try Money Green, they goldiggers...*lol*They will marry for money over love...)
Capricorns are capable of great devotion and intense concentration of mind and will; Capricorns are like their symbol , the mountain goat who keeps climbing. It's almost impossible to completely discourage Capricorns once they have their minds set on a goal. Capricorns are driven to seek worldly success and power. Their worldly identity andtheir spiritual essence are one and the same.
Capricorn, more than any other sign, symbolizes integrity, and in its most evolved manifestation there is little or no pretense. It is considered the success sign of the zodiac. Capricorns have the ability to put 100% of their talents into the service of ambition. They achieve a high degree of success in almost every field imaginable. This isn't because they're excessively quick-witted or flexible. Many other signs are more naturally adaptable, but none of them can keep plugging away with the determination that Capricorns can muster. Capricorns persist because their greatest fear is the fear of failure.
Capricorns don't make friends easily. They often seem to be outgoing, but they aren't. Capricorn is the sign of the jovial introvert. They are sober and reserved, but they can teach themselves to loosen up. Despite the superficial friendliness though, Capricorns are inclined their own counsel. They resist depending on other people and are usually suspicious of the motives of people whose loyalties haven't been tested.
They're proud and competitive, and they hate to give away a competitive edge by letting others know too much about them.(SO FUCKIN TRUE!!!) Love for Capricorns is based on respect, not passion, and they can be quite devoted to anyone who wins that respect. Theirs is an enduring vibration.
MR. DL, my BD, and my mother are Caps, they forgot to mention Caps being CONTROL FREAKS....
If I didn't mention your sign feel free to explore SoulVibrations...
Til next time, BLOGHEADS!!!!
Monday, July 10, 2006
MISSED CALL
PRIVATE
5:26am
PRIVATE
5:26am
I only know one person who wakes that early to get ready for work....if that was him, I'm flattered to be his first thought when he awakes....
I can only think of one song to express my sentiments...
" Roll up the doja, henny and c-c-c-cola. [You make me smile]
And I'm co-co-ming over, ‘cause it’s ne-never over. [ooh]" - "Addiction" Kanye West
We would listen to this song over and over, together....
Those were the days...
If yall haven't noticied I'm a little sad...
Dad says I don't love him, I just want to control him and once I get him where I want him, I'll toss him like the rest...
I say Dad's lying...he thinks I'm heartless and he said I never loved anyone....*lol*
But this may be true, but then again maybe not....
Til I'm feeling a little bit better, BallSACS....*lol*
I can only think of one song to express my sentiments...
" Roll up the doja, henny and c-c-c-cola. [You make me smile]
And I'm co-co-ming over, ‘cause it’s ne-never over. [ooh]" - "Addiction" Kanye West
We would listen to this song over and over, together....
Those were the days...
If yall haven't noticied I'm a little sad...
Dad says I don't love him, I just want to control him and once I get him where I want him, I'll toss him like the rest...
I say Dad's lying...he thinks I'm heartless and he said I never loved anyone....*lol*
But this may be true, but then again maybe not....
Til I'm feeling a little bit better, BallSACS....*lol*
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Kickin up Dust Part 2
So NsaneLee takes Nika's phone to the store with her, leaving Nika at home. She runs her errands and receives 2 more calls from Puddy. Which she doesn't answer.
Then he texts her again.
Then he texts her again.
Puddy: Ok, you see me tryin to call you and holla at you, and you gone continue to act an ass and ignore me. I'll go ahead and grant yo wish, I won't call back.
NLS responds: Puddy, there's nothing to talk about, my minutes ain't free anyway....ain't no sweat off yo balls....
Puddy: Dude you know you dun pissed me off and messed up my day with his anonymous bullshit. Please stop texting me, cause you're making the situation worse.
NLS responds: My bad, I apologize. But you'll never hear from me again..;-)
Puddy: Whatever MF...
NsaneLee laughs to herself on the inside and begins to carry her bags into the house and Nika opens the door for her and begins to put away her items from the store.
NLS: Ok, you won't be hearing from that nigga ever again in life.
Nika: What have you done, you crazy bitch?
NLS: I told that nigga to kick rocks...*lol*
Nika: No seriously?
NLS responds: My bad, I apologize. But you'll never hear from me again..;-)
Puddy: Whatever MF...
NsaneLee laughs to herself on the inside and begins to carry her bags into the house and Nika opens the door for her and begins to put away her items from the store.
NLS: Ok, you won't be hearing from that nigga ever again in life.
Nika: What have you done, you crazy bitch?
NLS: I told that nigga to kick rocks...*lol*
Nika: No seriously?
NLS: I told him he don't have to worry about hearing from us ever again.
Nika: I should text him and tell him that was you writing all that shit.
Nika: I should text him and tell him that was you writing all that shit.
NLS: Bitch, stop acting like you don't got that "holla back" pussy. He'll be back, if not, no sweat off yo balls...Right? Get some gangsta bout yaself...You done already told the nigga in the heat of passion you loved him. So I had to redeem yourself for you. You can't have that nigga thinking he got you like that. Didn't daddy raise you better than that?
Nika: I'm calling my dad and telling him what you did......
NLS: You daddy already told you way back FUCK HIM, you don't listen....
Nika: So, I'm still calling him....Dad, guess what NsaneLee did? Now what do I do?
Dad: Throw yo hands up in the air and say FUCK IT, he'll be back, if not, oh well. Two tears in a bucket, fuck it!! Women have the power, the power is in the pussy. Women just throw the power away. There's a trap that lays between yo legs, you have the power to trap a nigga. You are 1000 Queens of Sheeba. You're beautiful on the inside and out. You don't think you are all of that, do you?
Nika: I'm cute....
Dad: You're more than cute...You're gorgeous. You sell yourself short. If a nigga can't appreciate that shit, FUCK HIM! You can have any nigga you want, just keep working it out, to maintain yo sexy. You'll still look good 20 years from now. You are blessed with the good, young genes on both sides of the family. If this is the object of your desire, then start playing the game.
Nika: What game?
Dad: Lack of attention, of the second party , brings forth full attention of the first party. Its usually the other way around.
Nika: Why am I the second party?
Dad: Cause you the muthafucka jockin....
They both laugh...
Dad: Don't concentrate on Puddy, you're still young yet...You'll meet another Puddy. You need to just come to Dallas.....
So there it is....decision is final...FUCK HIM!!!
Til next time, African Booty Scratchers.....*lol*
Nika: I'm calling my dad and telling him what you did......
NLS: You daddy already told you way back FUCK HIM, you don't listen....
Nika: So, I'm still calling him....Dad, guess what NsaneLee did? Now what do I do?
Dad: Throw yo hands up in the air and say FUCK IT, he'll be back, if not, oh well. Two tears in a bucket, fuck it!! Women have the power, the power is in the pussy. Women just throw the power away. There's a trap that lays between yo legs, you have the power to trap a nigga. You are 1000 Queens of Sheeba. You're beautiful on the inside and out. You don't think you are all of that, do you?
Nika: I'm cute....
Dad: You're more than cute...You're gorgeous. You sell yourself short. If a nigga can't appreciate that shit, FUCK HIM! You can have any nigga you want, just keep working it out, to maintain yo sexy. You'll still look good 20 years from now. You are blessed with the good, young genes on both sides of the family. If this is the object of your desire, then start playing the game.
Nika: What game?
Dad: Lack of attention, of the second party , brings forth full attention of the first party. Its usually the other way around.
Nika: Why am I the second party?
Dad: Cause you the muthafucka jockin....
They both laugh...
Dad: Don't concentrate on Puddy, you're still young yet...You'll meet another Puddy. You need to just come to Dallas.....
So there it is....decision is final...FUCK HIM!!!
Til next time, African Booty Scratchers.....*lol*
My Rhapsody Playlist
Friday, July 07, 2006
Conversation between NsaneLeeSane and Nika
to Kick Up Unnecessary DUST with Puddy
to Kick Up Unnecessary DUST with Puddy
They did not get a peaceful sleep because they kept having weird ass dreams, waking up in cold sweats. They dreamt about jail visitation and seeing all they old classmates at visitation. They even seen some of their deceased classmates. It was crazy.
Nika wakes up first, then seconds later NsaneLee awakes.
Nika: Its 8:10am Puddy's at work now.
NLS: Fuck dude, you need to forget about him, you can't have him the way you want him.
Nika: But you know how I feel about him...
NLS: So what, do you know if he feels the same way?
Nika: No, I don't, he's very misleading...
NLS: Gimme yo phone!
Nika: What are you doing?
NLS: I'm bout to text him...
NsaneLee used some shit she had gathered from one of Puddy's male co-workers, twisted the words to fit her argument. She left a text message accusing him of some foul ass shit....
Nika: What did you say to him?
NLS: Girl don't worry about it. Fuck dude!! Today will be the day you get over him.
Puddy calls Nika's phone. Nika tries to answer it, but NsaneLee snatches the phone and silences the ring.
Nika: Lemme talk to him.
NLS: Hell naw BITCH!!!
Puddy then texts Nika, "Answer yo phone, I know you see me calling. If you gone accuse me of something at least talk to me about it."
NsaneLee returns the text message being vague as ever, but the underlying tone is FUCK YOU Nigga...
Nika: Gimme my phone, what did you just write?
NLS: Ho sit down...be cool, I got this under control.
Nika: I know he know, thats not me writing that shit, I don't even talk like that.
Puddy calls 4more times back to back, then responds to the text message.
To which NsaneLee responds, "Don't worry about it nigga, don't you got work to do anyway. You'll be aiight. It was just a FUCK anyway..."
Puddy continues to send messages asking Nika to call him or pick up the phone to talk it out.
NsaneLee responds, "Its nothing, enjoy your day at work. I see how you do..."
NLS: Okay, that should guarantee that nigga to step the fuck off. You don't need that shit, if you can't have him the way you want, then just say FUCK HIM, like I just told him to do.
Nika: Why would you do that to me?
NLS: Why are you doing this to yourself? You are tormenting yourself, if the nigga can't step up, FUCK HIM...You a good looking, cool, intelligent woman, you deserve better. You cook, clean, do laundry, tend to the children, and you even suck a mean dick, what man in they right mind wouldn't want to wife you?
Nika: I guess you right, but I really like him.
NLS: Well, if he really like you he would stop all this bullshit ass frontin...see we got his attention now, cause here he go again, texting you. He really wants to plead his case to ensure he can get his dick sucked from the back again. But fuck that, we don't want to hear no bullshit. So, I'm cuffing yo phone for the day, cause I'll be damned if you talk to that nigga ever again in life....
"I'm so high/All I smell like is smoke/Yea that muthafuckin green/Ain't no gotdamn joke/"
He sends another text.....which NsaneLee ignores....while Nika is sitting there highly pissed at NsaneLee for her actions...
"Heres another one/ and another one/and another one/You must be used to me spending/and all that sweet wining and dining /but I'm fuckin you tonite/"
Puddy calls again, Nika wants to answer, but NsaneLee won't let her.
Nika: Bitch STOP, he is gone be mad, and he gone stop calling cause you keep ignoring him.
NLS: So fucking what...he'll get over it and so will you.....See bitch, the last time he called and texted you this much was when he "was waiting outside for yo ass, for like a fuckin hour" (Biggie interlude if yall ain't catch that, but in actually it was more like 2 and a half hours). So if that's all you needed to do was say some bullshit, ignore his calls, and he bounces that easy, then you better off anyway.
Ummm, what is Nika to do now? Will NsaneLee continue to sabatoge whatever Puddy and Nika does have? Will Nika answer the phone or will NsaneLee keep playing dude off for Nika's sake?
But, question, why ain't that nigga doing his work? If he ain't really give a shit, he would've completed ignored NsaneLee's attempt to kick up dust....
To be continued.....
Nika wakes up first, then seconds later NsaneLee awakes.
Nika: Its 8:10am Puddy's at work now.
NLS: Fuck dude, you need to forget about him, you can't have him the way you want him.
Nika: But you know how I feel about him...
NLS: So what, do you know if he feels the same way?
Nika: No, I don't, he's very misleading...
NLS: Gimme yo phone!
Nika: What are you doing?
NLS: I'm bout to text him...
NsaneLee used some shit she had gathered from one of Puddy's male co-workers, twisted the words to fit her argument. She left a text message accusing him of some foul ass shit....
Nika: What did you say to him?
NLS: Girl don't worry about it. Fuck dude!! Today will be the day you get over him.
Puddy calls Nika's phone. Nika tries to answer it, but NsaneLee snatches the phone and silences the ring.
Nika: Lemme talk to him.
NLS: Hell naw BITCH!!!
Puddy then texts Nika, "Answer yo phone, I know you see me calling. If you gone accuse me of something at least talk to me about it."
NsaneLee returns the text message being vague as ever, but the underlying tone is FUCK YOU Nigga...
Nika: Gimme my phone, what did you just write?
NLS: Ho sit down...be cool, I got this under control.
Nika: I know he know, thats not me writing that shit, I don't even talk like that.
Puddy calls 4more times back to back, then responds to the text message.
To which NsaneLee responds, "Don't worry about it nigga, don't you got work to do anyway. You'll be aiight. It was just a FUCK anyway..."
Puddy continues to send messages asking Nika to call him or pick up the phone to talk it out.
NsaneLee responds, "Its nothing, enjoy your day at work. I see how you do..."
NLS: Okay, that should guarantee that nigga to step the fuck off. You don't need that shit, if you can't have him the way you want, then just say FUCK HIM, like I just told him to do.
Nika: Why would you do that to me?
NLS: Why are you doing this to yourself? You are tormenting yourself, if the nigga can't step up, FUCK HIM...You a good looking, cool, intelligent woman, you deserve better. You cook, clean, do laundry, tend to the children, and you even suck a mean dick, what man in they right mind wouldn't want to wife you?
Nika: I guess you right, but I really like him.
NLS: Well, if he really like you he would stop all this bullshit ass frontin...see we got his attention now, cause here he go again, texting you. He really wants to plead his case to ensure he can get his dick sucked from the back again. But fuck that, we don't want to hear no bullshit. So, I'm cuffing yo phone for the day, cause I'll be damned if you talk to that nigga ever again in life....
"I'm so high/All I smell like is smoke/Yea that muthafuckin green/Ain't no gotdamn joke/"
He sends another text.....which NsaneLee ignores....while Nika is sitting there highly pissed at NsaneLee for her actions...
"Heres another one/ and another one/and another one/You must be used to me spending/and all that sweet wining and dining /but I'm fuckin you tonite/"
Puddy calls again, Nika wants to answer, but NsaneLee won't let her.
Nika: Bitch STOP, he is gone be mad, and he gone stop calling cause you keep ignoring him.
NLS: So fucking what...he'll get over it and so will you.....See bitch, the last time he called and texted you this much was when he "was waiting outside for yo ass, for like a fuckin hour" (Biggie interlude if yall ain't catch that, but in actually it was more like 2 and a half hours). So if that's all you needed to do was say some bullshit, ignore his calls, and he bounces that easy, then you better off anyway.
Ummm, what is Nika to do now? Will NsaneLee continue to sabatoge whatever Puddy and Nika does have? Will Nika answer the phone or will NsaneLee keep playing dude off for Nika's sake?
But, question, why ain't that nigga doing his work? If he ain't really give a shit, he would've completed ignored NsaneLee's attempt to kick up dust....
To be continued.....
Thursday, July 06, 2006
"ROUND 2"
Kaeven didn't come home last night, but he is in route as we speak....YAAAAAHHH!!!!
I miss him so DAMN much, I can't wait to see him!!!!
That allowed me one more time on the soul pole of Puddy...
JESUS!!!
I wanted to quit, but he wouldn't let me...
I had already came several times, but he still wouldn't stop...
I begged him to stop...still no...
He asked me did I want some more, I said no, he still didn't stop...
I was whimpering, he still didn't stop....
I had to get a glass of juice, he still didn't stop....
My legs were shaking and I couldn't walk, he still didn't stop...
I swear he is so acrobatic....I love it...
One minute I'm serving, the next minute I'm getting served, in unheard of positions...
Didn't I tell you about the vibrating tongue?
Kisses taste like pussy and dick....thats sexy...*lol*
Imagine me, hands on the floor, him behind me, ass in the air, legs wrapped around his waist....
That was a new one...and it touched angles that never been touched....sheesh...
We looked like we shoulda been in pictures(porn).
"Shoulder tasting like candy"- GeorgiaPeach....*lol*, I know what you mean....
Everytime I try to hold him by the waist, to keep the him and his member at a certain distance...my hands were forcefully moved and pinned down...
I was forced to take it....
I begged, "No, don't do it....too much ****, WAIT, PLEASE!!!"
Finally, he stopped, but asked me did I want it one more time...
Ummm, who am I to turn down some good penis?
Sexually satisfied, taken aback, and weak....
As, I sucked the juices from the meat...and I kept sucking, glad he didn't piss...*lol*
I even sucked it from the back...*lol*
How many men ever had they dick sucked from the back?...*lol*
He went fast asleep....
You know its good when you wake up and yo shit is still soaking wet....
" Hoe, soakin' fuckin' wet/Hoe, soakin' fuckin' wet"- 36Mafia "Dis Bitch, Dat Hoe"
No injuries to report...other than my beat up coochie...*lol*
Maybe this big hand print on my right ass cheek....
Or slight bruising on my back, from the kitchen counter episode...
Thank the LORD, I wasn't drinking last night, cause I wouldn't felt that shit, and it could be worst...
Let me go put on some clothes before my son arrives....did I say YAAAHH!!!?
Til next time, SCUDS!!!!
Kaeven didn't come home last night, but he is in route as we speak....YAAAAAHHH!!!!
I miss him so DAMN much, I can't wait to see him!!!!
That allowed me one more time on the soul pole of Puddy...
JESUS!!!
I wanted to quit, but he wouldn't let me...
I had already came several times, but he still wouldn't stop...
I begged him to stop...still no...
He asked me did I want some more, I said no, he still didn't stop...
I was whimpering, he still didn't stop....
I had to get a glass of juice, he still didn't stop....
My legs were shaking and I couldn't walk, he still didn't stop...
I swear he is so acrobatic....I love it...
One minute I'm serving, the next minute I'm getting served, in unheard of positions...
Didn't I tell you about the vibrating tongue?
Kisses taste like pussy and dick....thats sexy...*lol*
Imagine me, hands on the floor, him behind me, ass in the air, legs wrapped around his waist....
That was a new one...and it touched angles that never been touched....sheesh...
We looked like we shoulda been in pictures(porn).
"Shoulder tasting like candy"- GeorgiaPeach....*lol*, I know what you mean....
Everytime I try to hold him by the waist, to keep the him and his member at a certain distance...my hands were forcefully moved and pinned down...
I was forced to take it....
I begged, "No, don't do it....too much ****, WAIT, PLEASE!!!"
Finally, he stopped, but asked me did I want it one more time...
Ummm, who am I to turn down some good penis?
Sexually satisfied, taken aback, and weak....
As, I sucked the juices from the meat...and I kept sucking, glad he didn't piss...*lol*
I even sucked it from the back...*lol*
How many men ever had they dick sucked from the back?...*lol*
He went fast asleep....
You know its good when you wake up and yo shit is still soaking wet....
" Hoe, soakin' fuckin' wet/Hoe, soakin' fuckin' wet"- 36Mafia "Dis Bitch, Dat Hoe"
No injuries to report...other than my beat up coochie...*lol*
Maybe this big hand print on my right ass cheek....
Or slight bruising on my back, from the kitchen counter episode...
Thank the LORD, I wasn't drinking last night, cause I wouldn't felt that shit, and it could be worst...
Let me go put on some clothes before my son arrives....did I say YAAAHH!!!?
Til next time, SCUDS!!!!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
THE LIST...
I hope Teej and Nique don't mind...Yall will be aiight...
* Yea, I'm stark naked right now...
*Oh well, I might as well enjoy it while I can...
*I'm back on my motherly duties, starting TONIGHT!!
*I'm glad, I miss my baby...
*There's only so much bullshit one can get into...
*Is it too early to be drankin a Corona with a few lime slices?
*FUCK YOU!!!
*"I'm a graffiti artist/paint chalk outlines....visit ya wake/bring ya mama dead flowers"-Yung Joc "A Couple Grand"
*I'm so mad Puddy and I kept missing each other...
* I coulda had that err night...
*Its okay...we got our shit together...then his celly gets disconnected...
*He calls from a private number...
*It was on and poppin...
*That nigga was looking and smellin too good...
*I shoulda gave him....
*"Head in the whip/Without crashin it"-Noreaga
*But shit we was drankin and choppin it up...
*Thats okay, cause soon as we touched down...I inspected the flavor of his balls...
*Call me Tony the TIger...."Its GRRRREAT!!!"
*Hold up, PCC just called me, this nigga in "GEORGIA"....
*Why don't I even want to fuck wit dude?
*Why haven't I fucked with dude, the whole time I been on vacation?
*Cause I'm mad at him...
*I care about him so much, I hate the fact he still gettin into bullshit, while he has a daughter and BM...
*That shit needs to cease...
*Shit is real, nigga gotta take granny to court with him...
*"Chunk up the deuce" to that nigga...
*I'll write....
*Anyway, back to tasty balls...*lol*
*Why do I have lock jaw?....*lol*
*Why is my lip busted?
*"I hit the wall..."-Rudy Huxtable "Cosby Show"
*Yeas, its true...
*Yall know we be on that grimmy, gutterball, gangta shit...
*This nigga call himself pushin me into the kitchen...busted my shit wide open...
*But I'm a G, that shit ain't phase me....
*Keep the show going...
*But I got that nigga back...
*Handcuffed and hot candle wax....
*"Ouch, that hurts..."
*"Stop bein a baby...."
*What the hell was I on?
*Why did I tell that nigga, I will do anything for him?
*"Why?"
*"Cause I love you..."
*Ummmm, I wasn't posed to say that....
*It was the Henny talkin and hot, fat, hard, dick.....
*"Whats my name?"
*"Puddy, Puddy, Puddy, mmmm, Puddy!!"
*Why was I really finna call dude that?...*lol*
*And he won't tell me what scent he is wearin...
*Thas okay, its all in my bedsheets....
*He's been drinkin his pineapple juice...mmmmm
*And we held each other tight...throughout the night...
*I hope he wasn't late for work...
*I hope I wasn't talkin and fightin in my sleep again....
*I was havin some weird ass dreams...Puddy was in all of them...
*I don't think that nigga washed his ass this mornin...*lol*
*EMAIL TO PUDDY:
You ain't even wash yo @zz..*lol*
Did you?...*lol*
You was running late?
*EMAIL RESPONSE:
To be honest with you, not really. Just got to take care of face, teeth, & candle wax. I feel so icky right now, if that's a word. U know what I'm gettin at.
*I knew it....*lol*
*And why this fool take all his shit, but left his hat?
*Okay, I'm going back to sleep...
Til next time, PENIS BREATH's......Oh that would be me....*lol*
I hope Teej and Nique don't mind...Yall will be aiight...
* Yea, I'm stark naked right now...
*Oh well, I might as well enjoy it while I can...
*I'm back on my motherly duties, starting TONIGHT!!
*I'm glad, I miss my baby...
*There's only so much bullshit one can get into...
*Is it too early to be drankin a Corona with a few lime slices?
*FUCK YOU!!!
*"I'm a graffiti artist/paint chalk outlines....visit ya wake/bring ya mama dead flowers"-Yung Joc "A Couple Grand"
*I'm so mad Puddy and I kept missing each other...
* I coulda had that err night...
*Its okay...we got our shit together...then his celly gets disconnected...
*He calls from a private number...
*It was on and poppin...
*That nigga was looking and smellin too good...
*I shoulda gave him....
*"Head in the whip/Without crashin it"-Noreaga
*But shit we was drankin and choppin it up...
*Thats okay, cause soon as we touched down...I inspected the flavor of his balls...
*Call me Tony the TIger...."Its GRRRREAT!!!"
*Hold up, PCC just called me, this nigga in "GEORGIA"....
*Why don't I even want to fuck wit dude?
*Why haven't I fucked with dude, the whole time I been on vacation?
*Cause I'm mad at him...
*I care about him so much, I hate the fact he still gettin into bullshit, while he has a daughter and BM...
*That shit needs to cease...
*Shit is real, nigga gotta take granny to court with him...
*"Chunk up the deuce" to that nigga...
*I'll write....
*Anyway, back to tasty balls...*lol*
*Why do I have lock jaw?....*lol*
*Why is my lip busted?
*"I hit the wall..."-Rudy Huxtable "Cosby Show"
*Yeas, its true...
*Yall know we be on that grimmy, gutterball, gangta shit...
*This nigga call himself pushin me into the kitchen...busted my shit wide open...
*But I'm a G, that shit ain't phase me....
*Keep the show going...
*But I got that nigga back...
*Handcuffed and hot candle wax....
*"Ouch, that hurts..."
*"Stop bein a baby...."
*What the hell was I on?
*Why did I tell that nigga, I will do anything for him?
*"Why?"
*"Cause I love you..."
*Ummmm, I wasn't posed to say that....
*It was the Henny talkin and hot, fat, hard, dick.....
*"Whats my name?"
*"Puddy, Puddy, Puddy, mmmm, Puddy!!"
*Why was I really finna call dude that?...*lol*
*And he won't tell me what scent he is wearin...
*Thas okay, its all in my bedsheets....
*He's been drinkin his pineapple juice...mmmmm
*And we held each other tight...throughout the night...
*I hope he wasn't late for work...
*I hope I wasn't talkin and fightin in my sleep again....
*I was havin some weird ass dreams...Puddy was in all of them...
*I don't think that nigga washed his ass this mornin...*lol*
*EMAIL TO PUDDY:
You ain't even wash yo @zz..*lol*
Did you?...*lol*
You was running late?
*EMAIL RESPONSE:
To be honest with you, not really. Just got to take care of face, teeth, & candle wax. I feel so icky right now, if that's a word. U know what I'm gettin at.
*I knew it....*lol*
*And why this fool take all his shit, but left his hat?
*Okay, I'm going back to sleep...
Til next time, PENIS BREATH's......Oh that would be me....*lol*
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