A LIL O'SOMETHING & A LIL O'NOTHING

I always new that living the "American Dream" was a farce. I was watching CNN the other day and I found that the State of Illinois Senate passed a PROPERTY RIGHTS BILL. The bill was originally passed last year giving the state the right to demand an individual's personal or business property for the government's own personal economic develpopment. Somewhere in the back of my mind always told me this, even in my younger years. It enraged me to actually see this materialized. I think Talib Kweli said it best....

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"The President is Bush, the Vice President's a Dick
So a whole lot of fuckin is what we gon' get
They don't wanna raise the babies so the election is fixed
That's why we don't be fuckin with politics"-We Survive, Talib Kweli (Quality)

The political arena is really frustrating.

We call American politics a democracy, however, it seems as if we should call it a dictatorship. Granted, we have the right to exercise our freedom to vote, but sometimes, that can even be out of our hands and not our decision.















































I also found this cartoon to be very distrubing only because its true......However, the suburbs are becoming the new ghettos, while the urban core areas are areas of prime property and under gentrification.





So I was searching the internet and performing my routine, self-diagnosis of my mental health and I found out I have Borderline Personality Disorder, along with Paranoid Personality Disorder, and Schizotypal Personality Disorder. I guess I am really NsaneLeeSane....

Well, here's a link to test your personality, although I didn't get my results from the test but from research. However, the one's I said I possess, I tested positive for. Try your test and see if you have a PERSONALITY DISORDER.

THIS WEEKEND

I AM SOOO GLAD I WAS ABLE TO SEE THIS.......

THE MAYWEATHER vs JUDAH FIGHT

THEN I GOT MAD......

When Zab Judah looked directly at Pretty Boy Floyd Mayweather's groin and hit him straight in his nuts, like a little punk ass BITCH. Then to make it even worse, he hit the man twice in the back of his head, while, my man was kneeling, from the shot to the groin. What a sore loser!!! All because Pretty Boy wore his ass out and was bout to KNOCK him DA FUCK OUT!!!
I was so pissed I wanted to jump in the screen and defend MY MAN, while he was in pain.....BITCH ASS NIGGA!!! HE A HOE ASS NIGGA!!!! Zab Judah that is.....

THEN I WAS ON TEN WHEN....
Roger Mayweather(Pretty Boy's trainer and uncle) jumped in the ring to defend his nephew and Zab Judah jumped hard ass hell!! A memeber from Zab's corner then arrived, then more and more people. The cops got they asses whupped too, in this brawl, featured below.....


Anyway, Zab bitch ass got choked by Roger, pictured below.



We rewinded this over and over and over again, and each time I noticied someone getting in a new punch and somebody getting fucked up in the process.


Anyway, once the commotion was over they continued the fight in the 11th round. Floyd won by unamimous decison. He is a four time world champ in four different weight classes.

Man, I wish he was my man forreal, then I would have someone with techinique to spare with and show me new skills and techiniques. We would go to the gym together, workout, and then spare and after all that working out, our hormones will be raging from all the blood pumping through our veins. We would then go home and make sweet, hot passionate, rough, love and fall asleep after a good home cooked meal.....

Ok, I'm done fantasizing.....

Anyway, I was able to see this fight cause I went to this guy's

Party.

I had a great time, even though I didn't get to play spades,

besides my spades partner is locked up for 2 years (my BD). It woulda probably brought back good memories, when we used to run yards and buss niggas heads in spades. Besides, we knew how to read each others eyes and we were familiar with how each other played, so we would play offa each other. He used to cheat his ass off too, but I never knew how cards would end up under the table and what not.

Anywho, I digress....

This was the bartender.


He made a fiii ass Crunk Juice made from Sangria, Tequila, Orange Juice and Ice. I got faded off of that solely. So did the bartender, Hassan's brother. He got so Crunk off that juice he started knocking shit over, it was funny.


LIVE AT THE BAR.....


My son was there for a little while, behaivng himself like a grown person, he left but if he stayed, that would've only made him feel validated like he is grown, he think he grown anyway......


All in all, I am glad that Hassan got me out of the house once again while I was in my funk. Thanks to him I actually felt a bit sociable this weekend. I was able to see my man fight, get drunk, get crunk, and eat!!! My favorite things to do.........

BTW, there is a link to Hassan's page with more party pics...I look greasy on the pics he took....don't yall be roasting....

DANCES

A while ago, my ex-sex partner/friend,(Puddy, this is not him pictured, this is some R&B ass nigga named TQ, that I always joke and say he look like, others agree, but Puddy looks better than that...) said, "I'm jealous, Chicago doesn't have our own dance that has nationwide acknowledgement."

With that being said, Chicago does need our own dance.


Granted.............

We have the


and footwork(which is displayed in Missy's Video, now playing) which has been around for years, but thanks to Missy it has gotten some national recognition.

However, Cha Cha slide is so lame, that old people do it at the club.
And as for footwork, everybody just can't move their bodies and feet that fast, including me. We need something that is easy for us middle aged people to do, but not so lame that old people do.

Kanye tried to start a new dance, called the "Jesus Walk", but Kanye gay and nobody wanna do that gay ass dance also known as "The Gansta Walk"

ATL has the "Body Rock" I guess I will call it that, but it the dance done in "Lean Wit It, Rock Wit It" or "In My White Tee".

Or in Young Joc's(Young Joc, looks a little like Walt Baby, PCC's cousin. RIP) Video, "Goin' Down" (also playing, sorry GP I had to do the triple video play to fully express my thoughts, but honestly 3 music video playing at once is confusing, I'll call it the GP Dirty South remix..*lol*)

ATL also has the A-Town Stomp


The West Coast is known for C-Walking, or the Crip Walk, which isn't an actual dance, but a ritual. But in the case of my arguement it will be called a dance.

New York had the Harlem Shake


Texas had the SouthSide that went along with the song, "SouthSide" by Lil KeKe(now playing).
I loved that dance, it was the dance that was popular when I moved to Dallas.

Lil' Keke Lyrics

Lil' Keke Music Video Codes

Music Video Codes by VideoCure.com

St.Louis is famous for the ChickenHead or Monnesary(did I spell it right?) which was displayed in Chingy's "Right Thurr" and Murphy Lee's "What tha Hook Gone Be?"

I FEEL LIKE I'm MISSING SOME DANCES here....
Please feel free to add any that I missed and in the meanwhile, I'll be tryna create a ChiTown dance, Puddy said he would help me come up with one....

BEWARE!!! THE WILD WILD WEST(side).......

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I WANTED TO KICK ROCKS.......

(Disclaimer: Don't laugh at my shoes, I love weird, strange, shoes, that no one else would think to wear.)


This weekend was one to remember. I will never forget the weekend I planned on getting laid and ended up getting played. But other than that, it was cool.

Friday night, I hooked up with an old flame. Its been almost 2 months since we exchanged love juices and I longed for him. I was out of order when I met him, he had a girl, but their relationship was a bit rocky. Recently their relationship was back to normal(for the while), our relationship became distant.

Occasional emails, text messages, unexpected, wanted, but never materialized. Timing was off, so I assume Friday night was another bad timing moment. He suggested we go see a movie. He was on time, I was running a bit late, but made it just in time to catch the feature as it began.

It was strange, but in moments we were familiar. He pinched my cheek, like he used to. I tugged at the hair on his chin, like I used to. He embraced me in his arms as we watched the movie. As usual, his insomnia caused him to fall asleep as soon as he felt the warmth of a human body. He held me as close as possible, he made sure to keep me close.

This is how we used to do. All I could think of is how I wanted him.
I wanted to do how we used to.
But he couldn't.
He had to go be with her.

I wanted to kick rocks.
Anyway.....

While still hoping to score with the only person that really has the pipe I need, I got dressed for my cousins surprise birthday, lame bash. It was so lame.
If I could turn back time, I would have skipped the party, skipped the movie, and go straight to my place, filling my love struck, pussy whipped date, with Vodka until his dick was rock hard, ready for insertion.

Only if I could turn back time and say,

"Let's go to my place...."

But I can only remind myself,

"Everything happens for a reason."

Had I known the party was lame and my date was lame, I would have saved my so called "sexy panties" for another time.


For the record, these panties are the strike out panties.

Anyway, I lined up a second date to see my second movie of choice.
ATL, was not what I expected, but it was great for eye candy purposes.

This little high yellow ass nigga (Evan Ross) is fine as hell.
He remind me of this Filipino I used to date.


Jason Weaver, T.I. (fine) and Jackie Long (fine).

I also indulged in a Bison Burger at my favorite, Ruby Tuesday's.

So it wasn't so bad, this weekend.
But I didn't get fucked the way I wanted, but oh well...
Let's just hope my summer isn't as dry as my winter....